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Instruction guide.

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He lived and breathed existed in the musical theater world.

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You seen footage of him at the humming it up at the Moon on

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Stein. Are you see footage of him having it up for an insurance

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claim? That's his environment.

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But also it runs deeper than that,

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in terms of his size.

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I mean, in terms of his internal size and the fact that he's

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he's, he's his heart is in constant attempt of escaping,

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the balls of this.

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This, you do this corporeal body and you see it in every single

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piece of footage.

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You see. It in every song he writes,

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you see it is at 11 all the time and he can sing his

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song loud. Enough strong enough.

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He's trying to reach the back.

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The back road of Carnegie Hall every every single time and for

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me, it was connected to a course the ticking

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In the mysteriousness of that ticking and the account of a cute

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inescapable sense of knowledge that life is short.

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Or whether it was actually some unconscious knowing that he,

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that his heart was looking to.

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It was was was going to explode at a certain as how much is

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an original. One of the lines from the original version of tick

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Tick. Boom. They had to cut off the head pee,

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pee passed away at the age of 35,

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because they think that the producers felt like it was too on

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the nose and maybe insensitive to keep it in the show,

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but the lyric was, I sometimes I feel my heart is going to explode

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and it's it's hard for me the AXA to ignore those things because

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there's some terrible Serendipity that for me.

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I know neops the urgency of I've got I've got to sing my song

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as much as possible.

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I've got to leave as little unfinished as possible because

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I'm a show.

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I don't know how long I've got but I know it showed he was

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monastic and in his

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His drive and thank God he was because maybe without that maybe

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we wouldn't have rent.

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Maybe we wouldn't have half of the music and half of the ideas

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and stories that he left us with and left of the welder at your

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place for